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Monday, 8 August 2011 @ 06:10

Its been too long since i last updated. but today, i need to blog. keyword. Need. If you are asking me how i am doing without him, I'm happy to say that I am doing fine without him. Alhamdulillah. I have learn to accept the fact that I lost him. I learnt to be happy for him.  I learnt not to hate him and everything. I learn to be independent without him. Thank You, for teaching me the hard way or whatever. Im happy that you found your own happiness. Last long and i'll see you around, hopefully.

Look at the picture above. Yes, that Haikal Mirza. Haikal Mirza, my close buddy cum my best friend. The one who was there for me when someone left. The one who never fails to cheer me up. The one who was always there for me. The one who will just listen to me complain. The one who will keep me calm. The one who I made promises to. Silly promises. Silly promises like keeping in touch with each other. Inviting me to his wedding. I will be his guest of honour or something like that. The one who i send random texts to. The one who will talk about the past. The one who will laugh at my lame jokes just to make me feel appreciated. The one who scolds me like a mum, protect me like a brother. The one who will keep calling himself hot. The one who loves the camera. The one who will keep smiling through the bad times. The one who never fails to make me worried. The one who will update me everything that he is doing. The one who will entertain me. Yes, that guy above is Haikal Mirza. The guy who i spend most of my time with. The one who i always hang out with. Yes, that is Haikal Mirza. And the list goes on and on. Most importantly, i cant believe im in tears while im typing this.

But somehow, stuff happens and we drifted so far apart. So far apart that i cant even look at you. I cant even call your name. I cant even talk to you. I cant anymore Haikal. Just now, when you called my name, i was in tears. It has been too long since you last called my name. Way too long. I miss you so much bro. I swear i do. No matter how much i say i hate you,i cant lie to myself any further. And no,i do not hate you at all. I miss talking to you. Tonight, im mustering all my courage to talk to you. I will do it. Please co operate with me, haikal? Please? :(

Missing you

xoxo,
Nur Adriana.