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turn back time
Friday, 12 August 2011 @ 06:08
 Oh, I just noticed the date is 3 August. Oh.K. I just wished I could turn back time to when it was me and you. But, no I cant do that. I dont care if we are not together or whatsoever. But the way you treat me, its unacceptable alright. I got my limits too. You treat me like garbage, like some old toy. No, thats not the right way. And thanks to your behavior, look what happened to us now? Instead of being friends or whatsoever, Im angry at you for everything. Hatred. But it decreases now. I just hope that one day, you will realise all your wrong doings, and not to worry, i keep telling people I wont accept you or anything. but the truth is, i will accept you cause I am strong enough to accept your mistake. I am strong enough to accept that people make mistake and they deserve the second chance. It does not matter how broken I am or whatsoever. What matters is you make the effort to change. And, im proud of that. Alright enough about you. Moving on, there's this guy. Im not sure about my feelings for him. I dont love him like really love. I just like/admire him. And no, im not going to break his heart. I cant accept you,im still healing. You, yes you my dear boy, you deserve someone way better than me. I am aware that you waited for me how many years, since primary school right. I really appreciate that. but, i cant afford to break your heart. I cant afford to that. You are a nice boy. And i feel so blessed to be around you. But now, now its not the right time for us. Perhaps in the future. Lets remain this way alright? You will forever be my cute boy. <3 Next, you, i think you should notice that I am avoiding you right? I know you can,i feel the distance between us growing apart each day. I got my reasons for doing this. You dont know how much i miss hanging out with you guys, but hey, i got to do this alright. The reason why I am avoiding you is because I do not want to break your heart any longer. I do not want to give you hopes or anything. i do not want you to lose hope in love because of me. you are a great person and you deserve someone way better to than me. You deserve to be love by a girl who will accept you for who you are. You are a great guy, i swear you are. And any girl to have you must be really thankful. Lets just be friends alright,nothing more and nothing less? I'll text you real soon, to catch up with this and close the gaps between us. And I, i will explain everything to you. I promise. And no, i have never forgotten you guys. Infact, i miss you guys alot. Im sorry for breaking your heart. Maybe I am a heart breaker. But , there is nothing i can do about that. Im really sorry. I hope you understand. once again, you are really awesome and I do not want to lose a buddy like you <3 xoxo, Nur Adriana
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